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Thursday, March 29, 2007
Prayer Meeting does wonders!
Praise God~! =D
Tonight's prayer meeting went great! I'm certainly glad that I made the choice to go for it...
Everything's gonna be alright..
Yawns.. I'm soo tired.. Tomorrow's gonna be another long long day...
Morning got run.. Night got choir full dress rehearsal... think it will end around 12am?...
Hah.. Sat I still gotta go back to camp to do duty.. Yawns.. Oh wells...
Deo Volente prayed to God at 11:44 PM
I had duty last night.
Thank God that I didn't get into any trouble as one of the guys did.
Phew~
Feeling kind of restless and lost... Something needs to be done...
But... Oh wells..
I think I'm speaking in riddles nowadays.. Hah...
I can't wait for Prayer Meeting tonight... There will be a breakthrough...
It is coming.. It is here..
=p
Deo Volente prayed to God at 2:54 PM
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
Sighs...
I've been crying myself to sleep for the past few nights..
Hah.. Sounds stupid but true..
Sighs...
Daddy God?... How am I to be strong??... Can I just run away from everything??
I'm tired...
oh wells...
Deo Volente prayed to God at 1:50 PM
Sunday, March 25, 2007
I dunoe what to blog... I dunoe how to blog..
Just dun feel like blogging..
Though there are many issues on my mind till I'm not sure what I'm thinking about...
Another week has passed and my birthday is next week... I hope that everything will turn out fine...
Oh wells.. Think I'm kind of jaded.. I wonder why...
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Daddy God... embrace me.. would You?
Deo Volente prayed to God at 8:03 PM
Thursday, March 22, 2007
Cool store... must check it out...
Oh man... I love the shirts... AHHHHHHHHHHHH...
but its like soo soo freaking expensive... Sheesh...
http://www.pimabs.com/index.swfWhen I'm rich in the future... I'll surely make my shirts there...
Heh...
Deo Volente prayed to God at 11:49 PM
Yawns. I'm in camp now. I had to reach camp by 7.15am cuz of some run thingy. Oh wells.
Quite a waste of time and energy actually.
Anyways, I just found out accidentally that today is my Mdm's birthday!! Cuz my big boss left a birthday card on her table =D Hah. Oh wells. Should I get her a birthday present? Hmms.. I'm not sure.
Wells.. I wonder if anyone will remember my birthday?
Hmms.. Will You?
Time to get back to work!
Deo Volente prayed to God at 7:29 AM
Monday, March 19, 2007
Thank God that I passed my Basic Driving Theory test today! Hah.
It had been a long and tiring day of queuing up for me. After passing my theory test, I had to queue for one hour to register for my Final Theory test on 28th May. I wanted to register for my PDL but I had to wait for at least another 2 more hours of queuing up. So I went for lunch with my dad and went down to TTSH for my medical appointment for physiotherapy.
The therapist was quite friendly and helpful. She taught me what I should take note of going to gym and how to protect my joints to prevent inflammation of my tendons. She also taught me some stretching exercises for my muscules. After finishing my appointment, I had to go back to the driving centre to apply for my PDL. Thank God that I only had to wait for an hour! Heh.
Then I went down to gym at Capital Tower for Body Pump. By the time I reached home, it was already 8.40pm. Adriel dropped by for tuition which ended 11.30pm. Yawns. I'm not sure if I want to carry on tuition with him because he is quite hopeless (sad to say.. I really wonder how he passed his sec 2 maths). Sheesh. Perhaps I'm not patient enough with him or maybe his school teacher teaches him weird stuff. Hah. I don't know. But I do know that if this carries on, I'll most probably teach him till end of April or May. See how it goes..
Oh wells.. I had better sleep early! Still have to wake up at 5am tmr to reach camp by 7.30pm..
The worst thing is that I'm doing duty tmr ;( Sighs.. Oh wells..
ARMY LIFE...
Deo Volente prayed to God at 11:47 PM
Friday, March 16, 2007
I've come to Your throne here so cold and alone
I'm calling on Your name
I lift my hands to the sky open wide
And I cry, "Lord take me away!"
Take this heavy heart, this weary soul
And set them free
Remove my self til there's nothing left
But You alone in me
I'm letting go, of all that I know
I'm holding on to You alone
I lay it all down, down here at Your feet
I want You alone, You alone
If I go to the heavens above
Lord I know You are there
And if I make my bed in the depths
Lord I Know You are there
If I rise on wings of dawn
Or sail on the far side of the sea
Even still, Lord I know you will
You will always be there with me
I'm letting go, of all that I know
I'm holding on to You alone
I lay it all down, down here at Your feet
I want You alone, You alone (3X)
Deo Volente prayed to God at 10:38 AM
I'm desperately wanting to just find a way
I'm searching and seeking for someone to say
That it's all right and it’s okay
Like I know you can
You alone are God
I am yours and you're mine
And I know the heavens will call out your name if I don't
I close my eyes and I'll drift away
To a place I remember To a place I feel safe
Where it’s all right, and it’s okay
Cause I’m there in your arms
You forgive me
You accept me
Just as I am
And you love me
And you want me
To understand
I’m yours, you are mine
And I will worship you
Yes I know the heavens will call out your name
And with all the heavens I worship you alone
You alone are God
Deo Volente prayed to God at 2:54 AM
Thursday, March 15, 2007
On the outside
You think I'm alright
There's a smile on my face
Everything's okay
But on the inside there's a different story
I've stumbled down this road
And I've got so for the go
I'm a broken man
On my knees again
Longing for a touch from you
I need you hand to
Restore me
I need your mercy
Take me
To the place I used to be
Use all the pain and the hurt
To do a greater work and
Restore me
I wore my mask
Running away from my past
Hiding all my scars
Thinking I'd gone too far
But he knew my pain
And He loved me just the same
He promised I'd be free
If I fell on my knees and cried
Restore unto me the joy of my salvation
So I'll sing again the song you wrote for me
Give me a clean heart I want a brand new start
Like the moment when I first believed
Deo Volente prayed to God at 1:01 PM
All my hopes and dreams came true today
My life won't be the same
You opened up my eyes and let the healing begin
You brought me hope within
You took away the chains that once held me down
Now I can hear You say
Come home, come home
You're calling me into your arms
I've been gone, for so long
I can hear You calling out my name
I can't believe how much You sacrificed
You chose death to give me life
I won't cry for myself anymore
I've found what I've been looking for
You were with me all this time
You've been watching me for so long
I can hear You calling out my name
I've been waiting, anticipating, patiently waiting for you
Deo Volente prayed to God at 9:36 AM
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
oh God.. would You please strengthen me??...
sighs...
Deo Volente prayed to God at 10:58 PM
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
It hasn't been a easy day at work.
I had to do quite a lot of printing and was running about between the 2 offices. I also felt extremely tired and lethargic. Fasting made me felt even worse physically and emotionally. I struggled within myself as somehow the craving for food was overwhelming. However, I'm glad that I didn't give in and held myself strong by the grace of God. =D
After camp, I went gym with Vincent at Capital Tower. It had been almost a week plus since I last went for Body Pump =D It felt great! Heh.
I reached home at around 9 plus and ate dinner. My mum cooked today! Heh. It was nice =p
Time to rest and sleep. I'm tired. Yawns...
Deo Volente prayed to God at 11:07 PM
Monday, March 12, 2007
My first day back at work is pretty alright.
I had plenty of emails to clear from my account and a few minor paperwork to settle.
Thank God for Terry who has been helping me to clear my work for the past 2 weeks!
After camp, I went down to Bugis to cut my hair and I met Vincent for dinner =D
We went to Ms Clarity's Cafe, my usual hideout. Then we walked around Bugis for a while before going home.
The only upsetting incident was that on my way walking home from the MRT station, my water bottle in my bag leaked! Initially, I felt some wetness on my pants but I ignored it thinking that the weather was too hot and humid and I was perspiring quite a bit. However, my pants got a bit too wet and I decide to touch my bag which was slinged behind me. To my horror, my bag is wet! I freaked out and immediately took my precious Bible out of my bag. Thank God that my Bible was relatively dry! The moment I reached home, I poured everything out of my bag and realised that the reason my Bible stayed quite dry was because my Basic Driving Theory book absorbed all the water! Hah.. Oh wells, at least its better than having a wet Bible =D
I'm tired. Sheesh.. I have to reach camp by 7.30pm tomorrow. *sighs* so early...
Deo Volente prayed to God at 10:02 PM
Sunday, March 11, 2007
This week's service was fabulous!
Heh. SY Rogers was the guest speaker for this week's service. He was great!
I believe that we all learnt a lot from him and inspired by him greatly.
Indeed, God is bigger than everything!
Bigger than our past.. Bigger than our shame..
Bigger than our struggles.. Bigger than our problems..
The presence of God was so great during the service. I just couldn't stop weeping and crying.
It was something which I hadn't felt in a long time. Finally...
Thank you God for Your presence everywhere I go.. for Your overwhelming grace and mercy.. for protecting me faithfully..
Sorry for always forgetting the miracles You have done for me.. Sorry for disappointing You..
I promise I'll do my best from now onwards =D
I'm going back to camp again tmr.. It has been 2 weeks of break for me but its now back to work.. I'm kind of scare but I know that everything will turn out fine cuz God is with me =D
Deo Volente prayed to God at 8:41 PM
Tuesday, March 6, 2007
The splendor of the King, clothed in majesty
Let all the earth rejoice
All the earth rejoice
He wraps himself in Light, and darkness tries to hide
And trembles at His voice
Trembles at His voice
How great is our God, sing with me
How great is our God, and all will see
How great, how great is our God
Age to age He stands
And time is in His hands
Beginning and the end
Beginning and the end
The Godhead Three in One
Father Spirit Son
The Lion and the Lamb
The Lion and the Lamb
Name above all names
Worthy of all praise
My heart will sing
How great is our God
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I just came home from Prayer Meeting at Expo just now. It was fantastic! The presence of God was so strong and tangible. The atmosphere of faith was so thick that I could hardly breathe.
It is really great to see how God is using the Church so mightly to impact countries such as Taiwan and China. We certainly need to fulfill our Cultral Mandate alongside the Great Commission!
Let's all be God's Cultural Agents to change to society!
Deo Volente prayed to God at 11:09 PM
Monday, March 5, 2007
Oh God... would You please send me Your Guidance...
Deo Volente prayed to God at 10:50 PM
Sunday, March 4, 2007
God... please give me your grace and mercy...
Deo Volente prayed to God at 7:38 PM
Saturday, March 3, 2007
Are you willing to let go some things for God?
Deo Volente prayed to God at 12:43 AM
Friday, March 2, 2007
Are you willing to be a "fool" for Christ?
Deo Volente prayed to God at 12:09 AM