Jeremiah 17:7-8
Blessed is the man who trusts in the LORD,
And whose hope is the LORD.
For he shall be like a tree planted by the waters,
Which spreads out its roots by the river,
And will not fear when heat comes;
But its leaf will be green,
And will not be anxious in the year of drought,
Nor will cease from yielding fruit.
City Harvest Church
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Thursday, January 4, 2007
It started raining just as I was about to make my way out of the camp.
Thank God that I was able to hitch a ride down from someone unexpected.
Somone who dun really seem very nice most of the time. We even gave him a nickname - Mad Heavenly Dog. Wells, at least for that few minutes in his car down the hill, he seemed nicer than my new boss.
I was quite disappointed with myself on my way back home on the train. I was tired and managed to get a seat to rest. However, an old granny came into the train at the following mrt station. I felt a stirring in my heart to give up the seat and let the old granny sit down but my body was tired and weak. After struggling inside for a while, I decided to close my eyes and let the feeling fade away. Then sudddenly, the guy sitting beside me gave up his seat for the old granny. Sheesh. I felt kind of ashamed and disappointed with myself at the moment because I didn't do what I was supposed to do.
I'm sorry, God. I didn't rise up and become the Salt and Light of the world. Sighs. I know that the stirring in my heart came from You but yet i chose to ignore it. In the end, You had to raise someone up to do the job. Would You forgive me and don't pass me by again?Even though this is just a small incident, I felt that I had missed something from God. Sighs. I shouldn't have let my emotions in camp affect my reactions out of camp.
I sorry, God.--------------------------------------------------
My heart it longs
My soul it thirsts for more
For more of You
I'm reaching out
I'm waiting here for more
For more of You
Cause all
I want is You
And all I need
Is to be here with You
I'm hungry
For Your fire
I'm desperate
Your my one desire
Jesus
Please don't pass me by
Cause I need You
More than ever
I'm thirsty
For a touch from heaven
Jesus
Please don't pass me by
Don't pass me by
I'm desperate for You
Deo Volente prayed to God at 9:03 PM
